Unloved

It's again that special day,
where I get hit and want to cry.
The tears are threatening to spill,
and they do...
because I have no power to hold them back.

And I want to scream my heart out,
loud enough for my unsettled soul to calm,
I just want to shout.

And again,
I think this can't be happening,
but the bruises look oh, so true.

And he wants to hit me again,
because no lies leave my mouth,
just the undeniable truth.

And again,
they blame me,
the child who tried and didn't make it,
the child who is afraid of the world,
the child who is no longer a child.

And once again,
they'll blame me,
the child who is afraid of people,
the child who is afraid of feelings,
and has became from beloved to unloved.

The child that has a small heart full of nothing but love,
a heart easily broken and teay,
a heart ready to hug the whole world,
even wheen her hands are too small for it.

The child with the loveless word around her neck,
carved thanks to the broken glass of the window.
That child,
is now unloved.
♠ ♠ ♠
I'm really sorry for writing such a sad piece but I really am crying now. :'(

First of all, let me say that this is the story of the child who is unloved. And I will tell you a little secret; I think the last scene with the loveless word came on to my mind thanks to the Loveless manga and anime where is shows Soubi having the Beloved word caved to his skin.