It's On

So you think i'm almost broken.
You think you've almost won.
But did you ever think that you
would be the reason i own a gun?

I know you never meant to hurt me.
I know you never wanted to see me cry.
But i think it's time for you to knoe that
it's my turn to die.

It sits un my top dresser.
It's as shiny as a toy.
God would not forgive me.
If i died... for a boy.

Each night i'm in my room.
One finger on the trigger.
Each night i grind my teeth.
The. Temptation. Getting. Bigger.