Let Me Rest (Waking Up)

4 a.m. again, my old friend
Not sure if this is worse than it should be
'Cause I've spent my share of nights with only you to talk to
And glasses don't hide these circles under my eyes anymore.

The worst part is waking up
Knowing what you've done
Getting out of the bed you made to lie in
With one more regret pushing you back down.

6 a.m., my god, I hate you
Why'd you let me go?
I made my choices and I said goodbye
So what do I have left?

The worst part is waking up
Knowing that they've won
Leaving the one place you were supposed to stay
With one less reason to come back.

11 p.m. reminding me to go home
If only I had one anymore
'Cause all that's there are ashes in tissues
A reminder that I've failed again.

The worst part is waking up
Knowing it'll happen again
Walking away from what you once loved
With one less life to lose.