Self Destruct.

Press roughly at the back of your throat.
Smile.
Cool blade slices across warm flesh.
Laugh.
Gag, Cough, Vomit.
Embrace.
Slash skin; crimson red blood pools on blinding white tiles.
Rejoice.
Blood runs, light fades, blackness over runs.
Camera flash.

Self destruct; there's always two sides.