Die Tonight

i know what it's like, when forces collide,
That very instance always happens inside
But tonight is a very different kind to hide
Everlasting misery making the wounds wide..

I knew I was sad before, but this ..
This is a different type of place
A never ending race, with only myself
A slackened jaw of death
Sorrow on his breath

God must see me for how I hurt
Because before long, i'll be in the dirt.
Not by his hand or mine anyway..
For my heart is slowly dying away

This is the part, I can fight no more..
Things you don't see, behind closed doors
My hate is dying inside as I rot tonight
I am fading away, giving hate it's rite

So i'll end it and say goodnight..
Not sure what else to write..