What I Am Not

But you see, I am not beautiful.

Beautiful girls can have fun.
Beautiful girls can wear long dresses and dance with princes.
Beautiful girls can go on dates and kiss boys.
Beautiful girls can speak up in a crowded room.
Beautiful girls can wear sweatpants and messy buns.
Beautiful girls can let go.
Beautiful girls can be free.

I am not beautiful so I cannot let myself have nice things.