Generic Heartbreak Poem

It's not fair how we ended as soon as we began. I still care as much as I did before and I still am in love with you even though you don't feel the same. I get so mad that I can't talk to you that it makes me want to cry, when I do it makes my heart come alive. I'm so done with dating and done with love. I don't want to anymore because I've become so cold and frozen, so closed and not open. It hurts like hell, the words that I've spoken. I try to make the words escape my fingertips but every time I try, I never get as close as this. Oh why did I ever agree to be yours? Why did I ever agree to be close? You've packed up your things and you walked out the door. I won't be waiting around anymore. Why did I try to be the one who would listen, when all you would do is ignore me and miss them? It's not like you paid much attention to me when you had me and so sadly you won't miss me now that I'm gone. I'm tired of holding on for so long. It hurts me to know that you never paid much attention but now i truly know that I was just another mistake not your true intention. So spare me the details of your past love life, because I know now with you I have wasted my time. Maybe we were better off as flirting friends because friendship is magic and it never ends. It kills me to know that I'm the one missing you, it hurts to the core that you don't feel it too. Now more than anything, I'm crying into my hands. You're just a boy and you don't understand, how I'm hurting now because even if you knew, you know very well that there isn't anything that you would do. So long and goodnight my old friend.
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It's about an ex that I love/hate.