I Want a Rusty Axe

There was a time

She told me...

When I thought you were going to do that

She was talking about the school shootings..
It has been four years since I graduated...

...She was looking at a monster...

With a tone of voice; as if she was telling me that she decide to paint they bathroom orang...

...Blank face...

She hated it
..That blank face..

You were just so angry and sad

She reaches to cup my face in her hand...

I back up...

Yah. We'll I have to go I have work

I left her there..
But her words fallowed me....

...They ran around my head and eat holes in my brain...

She raised a monster...
...It was her dirty secret...

You were just so angry

I was angry...

No.
..I am angry...
.. I WANT A RUSTY AXE
I WANNA KNOW VOODOO
A FAT BITCH NAMED BRIDGETT
And a little sip of Faygo, too.....

..but this anger still cooks..
. just bubbling in me like lava.

You could do that

...she was right...
I probably could of...

..That is why she wanted suicide....

...Even if it was by cop...
..but they didn't know what it was like..

She talked...
....but it never added up to a conversation..

I tried

She would tell the world...

I loved her so much I didn't know

...But she did
.....She just chose not to care.

There would be a funeral...
...Some tears and boo hoo...

She would put on the best of show...
.......And then thank God for riding me form her life.
............
....She did love...

See saw the beast that hid behind my eyes......

And it was her love....
..as simple as it was

...that kept me sane...

...but still...
...I WANT A RUSTY AXE
I WANNA KNOW VOODOO
A FAT BITCH NAMED BRIDGETT
I said Faygo. FUCK Mountain Dew.