Confessions of an Addict

Tears run my eyes
I don't want to wake up
Start to get all my drugs
To forget your love

Boy, you've made it so hard for me
With smoke in my lungs
It's hard to breathe
I'm feeling so numb
Which is what I like
No time to think
No time to cry

I know it's wrong
But I can't say that I am strong
I swear I miss you
Just look what you caused

Every time I think of you
My head spins more and more
Until I fall face flat onto the floor
And I will pop pills out in the rain
Forget you
Forget the pain
That I have

Call me addict now
I've joined the club
Enough is not enough

You don't see how I cry you
Every night
In the moon light
So go about your day
While I have memories
To erase

I know it's wrong
But I can't say that I am strong
I swear I miss you
Just look what you caused

Every time I think of you
My head spins more and more
Until I fall face flat onto the floor
And I will pop pills out in the rain
Forget you
Forget the pain
That I have

I know I need help
But just one more pill
Will take me away
Back to the day