Triangles and Treason

I breathe your scent in as you walk out the door
I regret not having the nerve to let you explore

Though if things become awkward
He'll realize we've decided to act
Thus destroying your relationship
With him on impact

As I'd like to imagine I'd be more than a fling
Since nothing but discontent
Will a bicurious girl bring

You've already alerted him that there's something amiss
Sleeping on the couch
To me does not sound like marital bliss

But am I a delusional narcissist for even believing
A triangle has formed?
If I do finally break through
The barriers of communication
Will it only result in being swiftly warned?

He may in fact fancy me as much as I do you
The thought of a threesome may have crossed his mind
As I'm sure it has yours, too

Though this is what has me
Figuratively tearing out my hair
Since my true sexual orientation
I'm not quite ready to share