You'll Never Know

You'll never know how special you are
So lucky not to be scarred
You touched my mind and made me smile
But I felt sick all the while
If we did this it wouldn't be right
Have the courage to hold on tonight

I'd wait forever just to speak to you
Write a thousand letters just to get through
Staying up all night just to hold your hand
What would it take to change circumstance
'Cause it hurts
Yeah it hurts
I am not the best for you

You'll never know how tempting you were
So lucky you escaped the sufferer
You don't know what I am inside
Monsters, children run and hide
If we did this, I couldn't forgive myself
And so I pass you on to someone else

I'd wait forever just to speak to you
Write a thousand letters just to get through
Staying up all night just to hold your hand
What would it take to change circumstance
'Cause it hurts
Yeah it hurts
I am not the best for you

I wish I could be the one to make you smile
I wish I'd make all your dreams come true
I could, but it's not my style
I would only end up hurting you

I'm happy you have someone else
I'm happy you can live with yourself
I'm happy and you'd agree
I'm happy you were saved from me