Love

while the sweet wind blew
the summer mist and smell of fresh cut grass.
we sat and watched the sun set and rise.
those moments of ease,
now i see through the window.
as past replays constantly
and blows up in my face.
while steaming tears rolled down my cheeks,
i looked at you in surprise.
I seemed to care a lil too much
but for you i mustve been just another girl.
i try to forget, forgive and move one.
I’m sorry i can’t
the emptiness i feel its weighing me down
i cry till i hurl.
laying in bed reminiscing.
reliving.
dying.