Ordinary Break Up Song

Understand where im coming from
Nothings the way I thought it was
You said I was irreplaceable
Nothing involves me
Not from what I see
And now you hold me accountable

Holidays aren’t the same
I feel the cold and it reminds me of the way
Youd hold me tight
And youd promise that wed both be alright
Feel the pain of breaking and loosing my mind
And not having you there, always by my side
It kills me but I have to say something….

I refuse to let this be an ordinary break up song
I know that deep inside no matter what ill always remain strong
You stab me in my back and ill do it to you
Always remember all that I can do
I will remain stronger than I have before
You wanted to leave, so I opened the door
I refuse to let the be an ordinary break up song

You took my hand and led the way
You promised me wed both be safe
Well were not, but that’s okay
Youre boring charisma isnt impressing anyone
They’ll see your problems and then they’ll run
Just like I did today

All the pain I no longer feel
Thanks to alcohol it doesn’t seem real
The suffering you put me through
Its gone and so are you
Ive got a foundation and my life
Not throwing it away to be your wife
Cause lord knows I wouldn’t be your only one

I refuse to let this be an ordinary break up song
I know that deep inside no matter what ill always remain strong
You stab me in my back and ill do it to you
Always remember all that I can do
I will remain stronger than I have before
You wanted to leave, so I opened the door
I refuse to let the be an ordinary break up song

Poor darling thought I really loved him here
Honestly I couldn’t imagine you to reappear
In a life that’s supposed to be so grey and black
I see color more vibrant and I have you to thank for that