Put Me Out

It wasn’t the rings and happy smiles,
That occupation is miles gone,
A song won’t faint me,
Those eyes won’t bait me, now

In my world,
Smaller still,
It was only a year ago

To my pained soul,
Aching still,
I was still just some stupid kid

Now all that time,
Slips away,
Far away,
And I didn’t see…

I watched the years,
Flutter by,
My ears don’t forget, what
My eyes don’t remember

All the words, that
Would have been said,
The days I don’t recognize,
Moments I’ll never get back, not canonized

What is this?
What happened?
How did it playback?
I don’t remember-
Just get me out of here!

Burned for so long,
Not in a light way
Flames that sputtered and won’t be rekindled,
I’m all alone, now

Put me out