Maybe I Deserve it

Recovery.

Am I really worth it?
Do I deserve to recover?

Maybe I deserve it.

Maybe I deserve this pain.
Torture.
Anguish.

Maybe I deserve it

Maybe I deserve to cut myself.
Have suicidal thoughts.
Cry myself to sleep.

Maybe I deserve it.

Maybe I don’t deserve recovery.

Maybe I deserve it.

Maybe I deserve to have flashbacks from my past.

What happened to me was my fault anyway.

Maybe I deserved it.