Sleepless Walk

I am full of frustrations
And pathetic Facebook friends
Lonelier than I once was
But I am just another one of them
In here is no life, out there is something real
I took a long walk this morning, saw the birds,
Saw the blue morning sky
and it gave me chills
For a second I began to shiver
With sadness in my heart
Blasting its beats within my ears
Seeing something real
Makes it so much harder still
Waste'n money on these ciggerettes
What a perfect comparision
Watching people pass
Seeing a whole different world
And yet I still smile,
Say I'm alright, when they ask...
Look'n back at the blue skies
Feel'n the air on my skin, and in my eyes
In here is no life, out there is something real
What is real life
What is real life
I feel something for a little while
Go back home to close these sleepless night eyes
Dream of darkness and violence
I can't escape the way I feel
Is this real life
What is real life
This is not life
This is my life
This is my life
This is my life