Losing You

Losing You

I wish I could see you
You make me feel numb,
You were gone in my life
I feel lonely every day,

There were times I miss you
Emotion pierced like needles
I blamed myself everything
Losing you in my life,

My anger can't be controlled
Depressed living without you
I smoke my last cigarette
Thought It was a dream,
You formed into a smoke

Suddenly tears start to fell
She looks at me in the eye
Promised she'll never go
My heart starts beating

I know I'm not that alone
I knew she'll be here
My ghost forever in life,
She'll always be in my heart

I wish I could touch you
Feel your lips onto mine,
Touch your smooth skin
I want to hold you tight,

Every day I dreamed of you
I want to hear your voice,
Dreaming of you all night
When I shed tears for you.

I wish I undo my wrongs
Changed back time,
Admit mistakes for you
You will always forgive me

We would dance our song
Since prom in high school,
Listen to you singing along
Sadly, It's never the same.

I can't take off this brick
It's been heavy on my chest
I wish you're here alive
Losing you feels unreal.

Can't tell if I was delusional
My feelings were real,
I knew you're thinking of me
Wish I could your hand

You slowly fade away
Losing you was devastating
I yelled "Don't go babe"
She smiled and said,
"I have to go babe"

Then smokes dissappeared
I know you're watching me
She's always my shooting star now

My love for you wasn't gone
Someday we'll meet again,
You're my babe forever
Now I sit alone and sobbed

Thinking what have I done?
You know deeply hurts me
Why oh why?
Those years have passes quicker.