I Am Whole
Last night you came to me in a dream..
You reminded me what evil is.
You told me what it means.
I licked my lips at the thought..
And tasted death.
You pulled my heart from my chest
Displayed for all to see
That black mass that was best
left to be a memory..
You reminded me that love is dead
Showed me what it means to be
I remember what its like..
To have nothing in me
I remember what its like
To be fucking empty..
Last night you came to me..
I realize that maybe its right..
To lust for suffering
To crave the bloodshed.
The excitement is real
I feel alive again!
The feeling is palpable
I can squeeze every ounce
of pain
Ill pound my fists into the earth
Ill exhume every corpse
Ill devour every soul
And feel the blood run forth
I am whole..
You came to me and made me see
That the answer to life is misery
The answer is fear in every heart
It is until death will it start
Incisions so deep...
Blood pours thick.
Ill hear their dying weep..
Youll see that Im sick.
Nothing can replace this..
I am at home here
This is beauty at its peak...
They love to watch themselves be torn apart...
I am whole...
Life is a posession..
One I must claim.
You see what Ive done
This is my name..
Penance is a lie.
And hope is fake
Love is a construct
for denial's sake
All that is true.
Is Hate..
I am whole..
Ripping you apart
helps put me together
Draining your life..
Brings mine back..
"What is love
On her knees, wide open
all in divinity,
proud no one knows her name
What is love..
A charity to fucking shame"
She is a whore
And nothing more
So I am here
to settle the score.
Its like a masterpeice..
A fucking work of art!
A jigsaw of Hate
Limbs and blood..
Ill put it together
To be understood.
By nothing
admired by none
I am whole..
but
Forever undone..
You showed me the other side..
By blood I am numb.
Made me see the lies
This is what Ive become..
Hate is so strong inside me..
It makes me literally shake..
The excitement to hurt..
The need for violence..
We have some unresolved issues..
But I see now that with you
my darkness..
I am whole. . . .
You reminded me what evil is.
You told me what it means.
I licked my lips at the thought..
And tasted death.
You pulled my heart from my chest
Displayed for all to see
That black mass that was best
left to be a memory..
You reminded me that love is dead
Showed me what it means to be
I remember what its like..
To have nothing in me
I remember what its like
To be fucking empty..
Last night you came to me..
I realize that maybe its right..
To lust for suffering
To crave the bloodshed.
The excitement is real
I feel alive again!
The feeling is palpable
I can squeeze every ounce
of pain
Ill pound my fists into the earth
Ill exhume every corpse
Ill devour every soul
And feel the blood run forth
I am whole..
You came to me and made me see
That the answer to life is misery
The answer is fear in every heart
It is until death will it start
Incisions so deep...
Blood pours thick.
Ill hear their dying weep..
Youll see that Im sick.
Nothing can replace this..
I am at home here
This is beauty at its peak...
They love to watch themselves be torn apart...
I am whole...
Life is a posession..
One I must claim.
You see what Ive done
This is my name..
Penance is a lie.
And hope is fake
Love is a construct
for denial's sake
All that is true.
Is Hate..
I am whole..
Ripping you apart
helps put me together
Draining your life..
Brings mine back..
"What is love
On her knees, wide open
all in divinity,
proud no one knows her name
What is love..
A charity to fucking shame"
She is a whore
And nothing more
So I am here
to settle the score.
Its like a masterpeice..
A fucking work of art!
A jigsaw of Hate
Limbs and blood..
Ill put it together
To be understood.
By nothing
admired by none
I am whole..
but
Forever undone..
You showed me the other side..
By blood I am numb.
Made me see the lies
This is what Ive become..
Hate is so strong inside me..
It makes me literally shake..
The excitement to hurt..
The need for violence..
We have some unresolved issues..
But I see now that with you
my darkness..
I am whole. . . .