My suicide

I'm giving up, I can't stand tall,
I want to die, forget it all.
Help me up, just help me please.
Give me a hope to help me live.

For all these years, I had try
to live again and not to cry.
I'm not alive, not anymore,
i'm dead inside since long ago.

I'm here to suffer, life is pain,
cause everything I do is in vain.
Not good enought to stay alive
the only exit is suicide...

My eyes are red, my wrists are cut,
I'm dying slowly here on the floor,
I'm laying, waiting for her to come,
she, the Grimm Ripper, will make me numb.

I pray in silence to stop the pain,
the one I'll cause to family and friends,
but here I am and I dont care,
the pain was just to much to bear.

My end is close by now, I feel,
In short I will no longer exist,
"Forgive me all, forgive me please"
that's my last thought before I leave