My Monsterous Mind

The monster needs to release me,
All he does is ruin everything,
My life has become a shattered glass heart,
Only one thing can burn my glass together,
The most beautiful mermaid i have ever met,
That beautiful creature of the sea i have ever seen,
I saw a future with the mermaid the monster inside me only saw another victim,
His endless rampage in my life pushes people away,
I need him to let his grasp of me to diminish,
All i can do is watch him torture me,
But i will fight this battle,
I will make the war a victory,
All i want is to be the conqueror,
All i hope is for my mermaid to come back,
But first i need to become myself again,
The self that the one who saw the true me,
The self that my 2nd half came to,
The self that my love loved in return,
The self that was lost i am lost again but i will not be lost forever,
This is my promise to her,
I will become the master of this monster,
This is the beginning of the battle,
This is the beginning of my war.