My Heart Turns Cold

Why musi i be stupid ?
Why must i be blind ?
Why must i pretend not to see
What i see with my own eyes ?
He doesn't like her, He likes me
I'm his girlfriend why can't you see ?
It's killing my life, Devouring my soul
I can't take this jealousy i just don't know
How do i stop my heart from turning cold ?
This hatred in my heart that i feel for my best friend
What's happening to us my friend ?
Your getting too close to the fire
i don't want you to get burned
While your burning hot I'm turning cold
You're getting to close to comfort
And i don't like it one bit
But i've decided that i'm not going to talk about it
She's my best friend after all
I love her very much
Although I can't help all these questions that
I don't know and all these feelings that i can't control
But one thing i do know is that it all needs to stop
Before my heart turns cold