Comes Around

It's back now, never left, never let me let go
Of my fears, of my pain, it was hidden in storms
Behind lids, waiting there, pierces me like a thorn
Now it's here, searing pain, forcing me to destroy.

Breaks my heart with no sound; this body's but a shell
And I am getting drowned under all my regrets
When I do breathe, it's fire, ripping my throat to shreds
And the light of the dawn washes over my face.

And I stood on the edge, waiting for it to drop
Still and silent 'till then, 'till my courage is fog
Let it tear me instead, let it consume my hopes
Watch my dreams, silk and thread, disappear in a road.

Acrid taste in my mouth, empty holes in my chest
Feeding all of my doubts, stabbing me 'till I'm dead
Want to hide in dark vows, never let me see grey
This is how it ends now, buried in dark mistakes.