DIY

The words don't come easy
I used to be able to write
And write
And write
But this mental disorder
Is a dis-
Order
There is no order in my head
In my mind
These thoughts all jumbled
My emotions gone numb
I have to drag them out
Word vomit
Like a binge and purge
Then string them together
Something creative
A DIY
Maybe I'll put this shit on Pinterest
Sell for hundreds
Cause people won't know the difference
Don't know difference
What
Is
The difference
Well,
The difference is I'm growing up
Reality sinks in
That the real world sucks
And the ones who promise to stay
Will leave
That's
The difference.