Eyes Unfocus

My eyes unfocus.. images and thoughts of u commanding my attention

I want to be the wings that spread from between your blades.. the smile that dances acoss your face or the emeralds that shine in your eyes.. I want to be the blanket of darkness that consumes you as you sleep.. the darkness you cry out to..

wasting no time at all.. speeding down the highway with all the thoughts the world could hold.. Illuminating my heart.. causing feelings unknown.. a feeling taking over me.. understand.. this is not thoughts of destruction that others have caused.. my hands wanting to let go of the wheel.. reaching out to you.. i see you walking in front of me.. Watching you from a distance... not knowing who you are.. you’re a dream... one that will haunt my darkness..

a beautiful figment.. walking slowly.. steadily.. pulling my arms back... tryng to focus on the road ahead of me.. the path in front of me... rocky from past tornados of choas.. destruction... i pull my mind back from wondering... focus back on the dreams in front of me.. trying hard to focus..

people speeding by me, as i now seem to be traveling in slow motion... wanting to know all the secrets that your current darkness holds... my mind slipping in and out of reality.. watching the clouds roll in... listening to the music scream the realities of the world..

I throw myself back into my dream world.. a small grin spreads across my face at the thought of being your darkness that plays the strings currently spread across your heart.. another small grin across my face.. darkness falls.. it is not evil.. darkness hides in every corner of your life watching you.. hearing you whisper all your secrets, wants and desires.. darkness is my light.. my goodness.. and light is my darkness.. where the pain sits..

with an open mind, listen.. in the dream world i scream to you.. and dissolve back into reality like a spirit forever lost.. I push my foot harder down on the accelerator and as the other cars come fully into view.. I disappear with thoughts of you....