Are You Sure?

I love you
And I know you say
That you love me
No matter what
But when the lights are on
And you want to take things further
My heart drops into my stomach
I don't want you to touch me
Because all my insecurities
All of them
Coming rushing back
And I'm ashamed of my body
So ashamed I'm trying to hold back tears
This war is ongoing and I'm afraid
That you will get sick of me hiding myself
I am so sorry
But I don't love myself
So how can you love me?