Pretend

Everyday I pretend to be okay
Everyday I pretend that everything is fine
Everyday I'm convinced I have everyone fooled
Everyone that is, except for you
I still haven't figured out how you do it, but you do
How you can just look at me and know
Know when I'm hurt
Know when I'm upset
Know when I'm tired
You just know
You know me so well, and I hate it
But at the same time, I love it
I love that you can read me so well
But I hate that I can't hide anything from you
Believe me though I try to
I try to hide everything from you
I try to hide how I'm feeling
What I'm thinking
I try to hide it all
And yet, no matter how hard I try
You always see right through my walls
And I don't know what's scarier
The fact that I let my walls down so quickly
Or the fact that you broke right through.