I'm Exhausted and Sad So I Wrote a Stupid Poem

1000 memories and they’re all colored blue
and the darkest shade appeared the day I met you
I never thought much of it, never bothered me nun
Shake and bake you toke and bake
We talk until we see the rising sun
I call you asthma, you take my breath away
Can’t breathe regardless
I’m overwhelmed by the thought of you disappearing
And I don’t like what I’m hearing
You’re irrational
As quickly as you said hi, you’re wishing me goodbye
So, so long
So, so long
It’s been so so long since I’ve felt some type of way

The red birds don’t sing like they used to
A little birdie told me not to miss you
But I miss your hands running through my hair
You can break my heart I don’t care
As long as you’re the one doing it

Don’t punish me for your insecurities
Don’t punish me for the bitches that came before me
Can’t you see I’m not like the rest
Even when you put me to the test I’m still here
I still care
I still want you
Why do I want you