Loosing Him

Tears Fall
heart drops
i loose it all
blood drops
emptiness consumes
sharp shooting pain
im really gonna loose
the one who keeps me sane
the one i love
the one i hold dear
who holds my love
and wipes away my tears
after all weve been through
hes still gonna leave
no matter what i do
hes still gonna leave
my body aches
my breath slows
my hands shakes
my blood flows
the memories flood my mind
everything ill miss
as i remember the time
of our first kiss
the tears fall harder
my pulse quickens
apart we grow farther
my stomach grows sickened
i cant loose him
ill die before i do
my life grows dim
i dont know what to do
everything goes black
my eyes slowly close
there is no turning back
this is the bath i chose
i fall to the ground
my breathe barley slow
i shall never be found
as im falling below
below the surface of life and death
ill finally be free
i love him to death
i just wish he could see
♠ ♠ ♠
written 2007