I Regret Leaving You

4 years,
You were mine for 4 years,
And by chance I met another man,
He gave me his number,
I ended up leaving you for him,
You moved on,
And I talked to you,
Because you were and are my best friend,
But for what I did,
The cheating, the lies, everything,
Even though you forgave me,
I know you can't trust me,
So when he left me for his ex,
I knew that I had fucked up,
And I ruined my life,
Because you were my love,
My life,
My everything,
And it hurts,
I hurt all over,
I don't know what I'm doing,
I'm unhappy with life,
I'm depressed,
You were my first everything,
And I'm sorry for leaving you,
I'm sorry for everything I ever did,
You were my high school sweetheart,
I regret leaving you,
Honestly,
I still love you, Jeramiah.