Trinity

I loved you softly
that shit was costly
My chest needed pins
only had a pen
So I wrote about those brown eyes hoping I could keep it in.
didnt want anyone to know I still let you get to me
Pain,heartbreak and cheaters that’s been my trinity.
my fucking trinity

I'm In denial cause I want those lips
back on my own
But that shit won’t happen cause
These boys aren’t nearly grown..
You in a grown man body
You have the mind of a killer
But when I let you know
You acted like you didn’t kill her
The old me
you Didn’t kill her?

You told me baby don’t worry about these thirsty bitches
I ain’t pay no mind to those thirsty bitches
Why you gotta lie
Cause you all in your mind
And she all in your likes
And Im in overdrive
Pinning me as a fucking fool
actin like you can’t decide

I waited it out
Through your bullshit and your doubt
When you left me standing there
when you pulled out
Yeah you pulled out
but you never pulled out
man I was confused
How could you leave because I threw hands for you
You said pay no mind to these thirsty bitches
Should have paid more mind to those thirsty bitches
Didn't know I'd be left with over 30 stiches

Should have paid more mind to myself
Cause I gave and gave
Just to go through fuckin hell
I never bothered to check my engine light
Because as far as I knew we were cruising fine
Didn't pay no mind
Don't pay no mind
Didn't pay no mind

I'll take the blame though
you’re not the first to cut a string
I put this on myself
weren’t the first to promise me a ring.
The first to trash my mental health
I stayed when in that argument you told me I was just good for pussy
You aint a man for that
But after that whyd I think youd choose me
You were tellin me you use me

The empty I love you canceled it out
Should have spit on that shit
the way I see it now
Should have quit on that shit
the way i see it now

You call here and there but
I’m a cold hearted bitch
Im a broke hearted bitch
You wana apologize and get defensive
Asking why I’m talking about the same old shit
But you running around doing the
Same old shit
fuckin the same old bitch

I loved you softly
that shit was costly
My chest needed pins
only had a pen
So I wrote about those brown eyes hoping I could keep it in.
didnt want anyone to know I still let you get to me
Pain,heartbreak and cheaters that’s been my unlucky trinity.

In denial cause I want those lips
back on my own
But that shit won’t happen cause
These boys aren’t nearly grown..
You in a grown man body
You have the mind of a killer
But when I let you know
You acted like you didn’t kill her
The old me
Didn’t kill her?