Him?

Ive never had a chance,

I now realize that,

Even though we had so much,

And now I miss you a bunch,

Wondering where it could have gone,

Wondering what I did wrong,

Wanting to know what you think,

Wanting to know why it's been so long,

Missing your kiss,

Your smile I do miss,

Now wanting you back,

Knowing that I dont have a chance,

So let it go,

Oh young soul,

Theres so much more,

But its caused a big tore,

Into her heart this evening,

Lets sit down and leave her alone,

To fight the tears that curse to come out saying your done,

Wanting what you had before,

Knowing it wont ever be the same, no more,

Knowing he loves her more,

Knowing he has no regrets,

Knowing hes getting those texts,

Coming from that burnette little girl,

And when she's cold,

Guess whos the one that she holds,

Wanting to have what we had before,

Knowing that your going to ignore,

Missing your smile,

Knowing its going to be a long while,

Before it's ever the same,

But dont you just think this is all lame,

Why did you do it in the first place anyways?

Was I not enough to satisfy?

Come on babe you know you cant blame,

Me for everything,

What went wrong,

Towards the end of this long.....

Yet very happy and depressing journey?

I look at you and see her and try not to worry,

But all else overwhelms me,

And I cant help but to believe,

Wanting to cry infront of you,

Holding it all in and not showing it too,

Wanting you back so badly,

But knowing it will never happen....sadly.

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Knowing I still love you,

Knowing you still despise me.