Hurt

I think I’m trying to hurt again
Because that’s the only time I feel
I fight within my chasm mind
To remember what is real

If I go back to that dark place
I’ll purge the sickened blood in me
And fill the hollows of my bones
With the charred remains of me

But I want to do better
I swear, I want to heal
But I think I’m trying to hurt again
Because that’s the only time I feel