Holding Onto Nothing

I still have that memory,
Of you and I,
As clear as could be,
Holding eachother,

I’ve wasted nights dreaming about you,
Wasted days thinking of you,
Wasted songs on you,
Everything laid to waste,

Its been a struggle without you,
I’ve shed so many tears on you,
Every love song I hear,
I think of you,

You were my everything,
I was your nothing,
I put everything into you,
I’m sinking deeper away from you,

I think of you,
Before any other girl,
I compare you the highest,
To everyone else,

I’m sick of being alone,
I’m sick of missing you here,
I’m sick of comparing you to everyone,
And wishing they were all you,

What do I have to give up,
What more can I give up,
I have nothing I wouldn’t give,
For one more night with you,

How can someone so deeply in love,
Fall out so quickly,
Unless you were never there,
And it was just me,
Holding onto nothing.