Abusing a Ragdoll

I love you, Brittany, I really do
He tells me, his hands on my shoulders
But you really are a ragdoll.
His hands move to my breasts,
Fingering my nipples
And I am frozen, in fear,
In embarrassment
In shock
You know this is your fault
He tells me
You are so beautiful I can't stay away
I always want to have fun with you
He slides the black piece of construction paper over the window.
Locks the door.
I tell him no.
I am scared, don't touch me there,
Mommy says I will get pregnant if I have sex
I don't want to have sex again
Please stop
Please
I can't speak because he is shoving my head down
Between his legs
And my mouth is on his crotch
And he is irritated with me because I still don't know what I am supposed to do
Still don't know what he expects of me
So instead he shoves me down to the ground
And rapes me
And at this point I realize
What he means by ragdoll.