So This Is Christmas

So this is Christmas,
Lonely once again.
Under the blankets,
The fire cold and dead.

And so this is Christmas,
And I'm alone in my bed..
Crying under covers,
Wondering what could've been.

A very merry Christmas
And another new year,
Knowing it won't change,
Knowing you still won't be here.

And so this is Christmas,
A time to celebrate,
Yet you won't find
A smile on my face.

A such unhappy Christmas,
Without you by my side,
Looking towards the doors,
Hoping you'll come passing by.

A very merry Christmas
And another new year,
Knowing it won't change,
Knowing you still won't be here.

And so this is Christmas,
And what have you done?
Left me here alone,
While you go have your fun.