It Hurts

I'm trying,
I swear I'm trying
But I'm getting nowhere
And it's wearing me out.

I'm living,
I'm barely living
My soul is burning up
Just like my time left here.

It hurts
It hurts
Mentally, physically,
I'm exhausted
And I don't want to hurt myself
Anymore.

I'm dying,
I swear I'm dying
Death has to feel this way
Nothing should hurt this much.

My mind is a paradox,
My thoughts are blessings and curses.
I try to do
What's right
Or best
For me
For you
But I lose myself every time
And I'm afraid there's nothing left.

There's
Nothing
Left
Of
Me
In
Here