Confused

I sit here every day silently watching and I stay so confused at life, The weather is crazy and so is the news the people are liars and families all lose. The more I think about it the more I know nothing in life ever is so. A fake reality is what I see all the possibilities are they what they seem? Friends all forsake you, family, too. Can somebody or something tell me what to do...I read my bible, I stay on my knees. But nothing I mean nothing brings me relief. Am I alone in this or do others feel the same? I stare out my window and just sit here and think. On the news last week 19 students were killed. I think to myself how those families must feel. Then as I flipped thru the channels here we go again another child murdered at his mother's hands. I turn off the tv and get on my phone just to see more hurt and more violence and loss. Facebook is full of so much tragedy. People are targeted for their beliefs and don't give your opinion or you might be wrong. Then you could be bullied and your cries made a song. Others will find fault in all that you do. But hold your head up and just be you. No one can love us as we love ourselves just remember that my friends when this life gives you hell...Yes, I'm confused in all that I do. But if you'd just wake up your confused too!