Hope Is Lost 8/15/17

When all hope is lost and I'm so far from you
I scream and I cry at the pain & misery you put me through
Fading memories of the person I once knew
Everyday our love and happiness grew
But today I can't stand the thought of you
I ask myself what should I do?

I'm walking away
I wish there was more to say
The crumbling feelings of yesterday
I'm not kissing you goodbye
This can't be the way but I'll live with this lie

I see you in pictures faking a smile
I haven't talked to you in a while
Yet you still visit me in my dreams
The pain you cause me burns like laserbeams
I thought you would save me

I'm walking away
I wish there was more to say
The crumbling feelings of yesterday
I'm not kissing you goodbye
This can't be the way but I'll live with this lie

When all hope is lost & I'm moving on
This isn't a game of chess I'm not your pawn
Don't tell me what I want to hear
The words you chose you made very clear
I'm tired of the bullshit my dear

You make me fear being vulnerable
I'm afraid to love and get close to anyone
Whatever you did to me can't be undone
Thank you for the pain and suffering
Because now that it's over I'm free