Misery 5/19/18

I am reckless
I am self destruction
I've lost not only you but myself
These red lines are a reminder this happened
This wet face proves I'm broken
Oh how this hurts more than you'll ever know

It wasn't meant to be
You let go of me
How the weight of this world crushes me
Nothing feels right I'm a fucking mess
I'm done cutting the flesh

Immature you said my feelings are dead
An asshole you wrote I wont slit my throat
I'm vulnerable again why did I let you in
I'm in the wrong yet it took you this long
The pain i feel is real yet insane is how i feel

It wasn't meant to be
You let go of me
How the weight of this world crushes me
Nothing feels right I'm a fucking mess
I'm done cutting the flesh

You let go of me this is how it had to be
Lets just play pretend because in the end
You've won you defeated me
You broke me down again and set me free
No one else will see the real me