Disposable Lover 12/6/18

You text me saying you're depressed
I shower and get dressed
On my way to buy you blue orchids
Just to see your smile or show you the light
But when I get there you always bring up the past to start a fight

You get upset and say I'm annoying you
Telling me all these hurtful things
Breaking me down like a Disposable Lover
I want no one else there is no other
I only have eyes for you

You ruined my night as you always do
You try to get me upset but I'm use to it
Once I confress this to you, you get out the car
You'd rather walk home because you are mad at me
Than talk it out to clean the toxic between us

You've broken me I let you win
I let down my guard again and again
To always feel this way
I tried to change for you
I tried to be everything you needed
Yet im not good enough still