Everything
Everything feels different.
I feel different.
My world has collapsed time and time again.
I have rebuilt over and over.
Determined to be stronger
Determined to not fall apart again.
Determined to be strong and a force.
I can’t.
I won’t.
I must.
I don’t have the ability to do what I have to on my own but all I have is myself.
Me.
Myself.
And I.
There are others but I am not enough
I’m a burden.
I can’t ask for help.
I won’t get what I need.
I have to do it myself.
I have to survive.
I can’t.
I won’t.
I must.
I strive to help others.
I want to be there.
I want to share my love.
I want to give my all to people even though I have nothing to give.
I can’t have the people around me hurt.
I have enough of that in me to last for eternity.
I don’t have many there for me.
I am struggling.
I am trying to figure things out.
Failing.
Unable to do what I want.
Unable to be who I want to be.
Unable to be me.
Myself.
And I.
No one should have to feel the way I do.
My world has collapsed time and time again.
I have rebuilt over and over.
Determined to be stronger
Determined to not fall apart again.
Determined to be strong and a force.
I can’t.
I won’t.
I must.
I feel different.
My world has collapsed time and time again.
I have rebuilt over and over.
Determined to be stronger
Determined to not fall apart again.
Determined to be strong and a force.
I can’t.
I won’t.
I must.
I don’t have the ability to do what I have to on my own but all I have is myself.
Me.
Myself.
And I.
There are others but I am not enough
I’m a burden.
I can’t ask for help.
I won’t get what I need.
I have to do it myself.
I have to survive.
I can’t.
I won’t.
I must.
I strive to help others.
I want to be there.
I want to share my love.
I want to give my all to people even though I have nothing to give.
I can’t have the people around me hurt.
I have enough of that in me to last for eternity.
I don’t have many there for me.
I am struggling.
I am trying to figure things out.
Failing.
Unable to do what I want.
Unable to be who I want to be.
Unable to be me.
Myself.
And I.
No one should have to feel the way I do.
My world has collapsed time and time again.
I have rebuilt over and over.
Determined to be stronger
Determined to not fall apart again.
Determined to be strong and a force.
I can’t.
I won’t.
I must.