Miserable

Seeing how much you've changed
Makes me feel a certain way
About myself
And the progress I've made.

Why am I going nowhere?
I've got better places to be
Than treading water in this bathtub
Where there's nothing good to see.

Truth is, I like to lie to myself
The same way I did to you;
It helps keep up the illusion
That I'm not miserable.

You can't flip-flop on a feeling
But you can have a change of heart
So I'll try to be the change I'm searching for.