Spell break

How was it possible that she could have been so naive, so nice ?
She couldn’t see what was so evident and pertinent to me ?
It’s you know, I love him, you know; he was all I ever knew for a really long time.
I was scared; I think I held on for so long because of my fears.
My hearts of being alone; the fact that I have no person or place to call home.
It’s all real sad when you think about it.
I destroyed myself in an attempt to save him only to be shown the door in the end.
So go ahead call me a bitch, call me mean; the funny thing is none of you know my story.
I put myself on the stake for a man; only to be laughed at and settle for second place ?
Nah, you can’t come back; talking about baby I’ve changed
Cause I’m gonna come back at you like the exit is ……… that way.
You could have had a bad bitch but you settled for someone average
The finer things in life aren’t for the weak it’s okay; not all people can keep.
You just want a bitch you can control well, that’s not me.
Sorry for the heartbreak, sorry for the pain; sorry for the fact that you can’t seem to stay out of my inbox but it’s all just the same.
It’s funny how they come back when they fail at replacing you
When they’re in their feelings and you’re in your IDGAF MOOD.
Men really expect you to wait.
Wait for them to live, wait for them to learn, wait for them to grow
How about trying to do it, on your own ?
Try that on for size; who knows, you might learn a thing or two; maybe even three.
You broke my heart and you never apologized for that; not that I need your sorry ass apology now it’s far too late, the damage is done but I’m happy to say that self-love won!
I’m not going to say that I’m sorry or that I forgive you because that just wouldn’t be true, in all actuality FUCK YOU.
But one thing I can say Is that I am thankful because through this heartbreak, I found me; and that’s the best gift you could’ve ever given me.