Finally Free

I fell in love with a guy that isn’t you
I thought I’d never find a way to make it through
But finally I’ve found the courage to leave you
I hope I never have to go through that pain again
It almost broke me
Never again
I found a new man
A man that loves me
A man that sees that I’m indeed worthy
Worthy of admiration, love and everything above
I always was
You never were
Can’t you see
That you were the one that was never truly worthy
Not worthy of me
Of my love; of my admiration. Of my time.
Yet you always took everything that was mine.
My heart, my soul, my entire being
For Christ sake: you even took my virginity.
But in your eyes it was just sex; that’s all it was.
Nothing more. Nothing less; it was just a constant spiraling mess.
You want me to thank you for being a fool.
For letting me go off and meet someone new
Matter of fact I will thank you
But this time it won’t be for you
But for me.
Thank you for setting me free
Thank you for finally letting me see that I deserved everything
Everything that you could never give me
It doesn’t compare to that of what he does
I used to think that I asked for too much; turns out I was just asking the wrong one.
I desperately wanted the end result to be us
I never pictured that our love would turn to dust.
Nothing but ashes of grey and broken promises; of that my heart will decay 
I know that with time, it will heal all wounds; soon you’ll be just a distant memory.
And I was the fool ?