Another Bad Day

This is just another Bad day
I write with a capital B
For nights when I’m ‘lone in my bed
For days when I’m lost in my dreams

I once was the best of my name
A mold of everything that’s good
One word, they took care of the rest
One word, they now turn me into soot

I live with the devil may care
So the world never got to my heart
All night with these devils I dance
But light keeps fading from my eyes

Hush now, in the darkness I rest
The furthest I feel from my pain
And yet it envelops me well
It bends, twists my mind 'till it breaks

I curse every day full of loss
‘Cause it hurts to the point I bleed
And I bleed all over the world
And I never manage to breathe

The light in my life never stays
And I, since, have learned to comply
For now, no hope at all remains
I no longer wish to reply

This weight of burnt tears in my eyes
Makes my vision clouded with fear
It makes me so cruel and so blind
And I always long to be near

How do I get out of this mess?
It keeps circling over my mind
Well, this is my time to confess
I don't think I'll ever be kind

But it's just another Bad day
My words have no meaning at all
For nights, they are all about pain
And days are the reason I mourn