Maybe I'll Remember You

Every hit I take is reaching
A grasp at some distant feeling
Memories of being in your presence
In your absence I hurt myself
Mentally: eternal loop of what ifs
Emotionally: the sorrow of loss
Physically: energy draining, lungs collapsing
I feel so deeply on all levels
Holding on to the ghost of you
Clutching nothingness as if it were solid
An apparition of broken dreams