No Courage

I have no courage
None at all
Cause even if i save you
I seem to be unable
To speak these words
& ask you the questions
That mean the most

Are you still with me?
Still here for me?
Care for me?
Love me?

Simple answers are all I need
But simple thoughts can not conclude
This un-dying burn I feel for you

All I want is to hold you
Claim you mine,
Till we die sweetly in time

In the shallows of my mind
Everything I write
Is everything I cannot speak

I have no courage
None at all
Cause even if i save you
I seem to be unable
To speak these words
& ask you the questions
That mean the most

Are you still around?
Still one call away?
By my side?
For eternity?

Stumbles & silence
Could I be mistaken?
Was that touch an illusion?

Head in the clouds
Wishing on dreaming
Meant for only sleeping

Stubbornness lives within me
& I cant forget that kiss
& something’s stopping me from letting you go

No courage
Only silence
Beckoning me on in
But I’m unable
To speak the words
& ask the one question
That means the most

Do you still love me?
Love me?
No courage
Love me?
No courage
Love me?