Nonsense

You had to’ve known the difference inside me
Follow the beat and drift away
Apologies make no difference
I’m the ultimate blend of fear and passion
Swallow the poison and open up
The truth telling serum is holding it out
Like an apple hanging so heavily from the branch
Just waiting for a fresh start
Gravity yanks it to the ground
Melt inside, melt inside
Just say it and I will listen
Will you just learn
Just say it and I will listen
Melt inside, melt inside
A summer’s day, so hot and sultry
Pouting and the humidity’s burning
My ice cream falls
Melts on the sidewalk
Ants crawl and drink so greedily
Take it back to their selfish Queen
Cut into her skin
Take out the silk cocoon
I know the anatomy’s not right
But nothing is tonight
Ramble on and on and on and on
No doubt that the sunrise’s stopped
The nighttime air is heavy with regret
I miss you, I miss you
Trees hang heavy with springtime blooms
Bursting brilliant in the sun
Against finally-green newly mowed grass
Lead me down to the end of the road
Let me see where the green grass grows
Everything’s a surprise
Nothing is expected
Next thing you know
I’ll be at a never-ending tea party
The mad hatter and March hare
Cry at me so selfishly against the green
White picket fence encloses
I’m trapped, I’m trapped
In someone else’s dream
A wonderland so surreal
Milk is good, so white and yummy
Quenches my thirst, so
I ask so politely
For the mad hatter to allow me some
Instead he simply cuts
My teacup in half
With a butcher knife so extreme
I cannot help but release a scream
I run away
To my summer nights
Wondering about what happened
And then I wake up from this
Nightmare I had

Nonsense, I proclaim
So selfishly
Kiss your tithe goodbye
I'll sit myself on your pedestel
Just try to break me
Walk in my shoes
Kiss me goodbye
Cuz I'm never coming back
The wind is pushing me
Forward, until the end
Until the chill takes over my body
And the worms crawl around
In the filled earth
I'm sorry it had to end this way
I'm sorry for being me
But i'm the first kid to kiss like this
I'm the first kid to bite my lip
To keep the empty bottles you sipped
DNA testing so vicious and cold
I miss you so terribly
Blood red lips just want you here
Come and join
Flowers lock into a deadly web
Nonsense, they say
I deny it
No never never never
You can't find it
And now I'm running on and on
Never to stop
Cuz I found a cure to growing older