A note to a heart stealing boy:

Remember that day we met? I saw your smile and i fell in love. That night i got the currage to call you. I was so nervous. I asked you out. You said yes. We talked on the phone till three in the morning. And then we just vever stopped from then on. We talked about how much we loved each other. We would lay out side and watch the stars on the phone together. We talked about how we wanted to grow up together and start a family some day. Then one day i made a big mistake. I felt so terrible. I wish I could take it all back. But sadly I cant. And that realy hurts. I miss you alot now. You are all I can think about. And I cant get you off my mind. I still love you. And you told me you would love me for ever and always. But I geus forever isnt that long after all. Now that your moved on. I cant seam to get over you. It hurts so bad knowing it's not me that you are kissing. It's not me you are dreaming of. It's her. I mean realy I dont wish for you to be unhappy. And i definately dont wish for you to feel the way I do. I just want you to be happy. Like I was when I was with you. That was the only time I didnt fake a smile. I didn't cut. I didn't pop- pills. I was okay. And now im not. I don't know what to do any more. Im trying to move on. But I just cant. It's so hard. And you seam happy with her. And that realy kills me. Remember when we used to be happy. We used to be so perfect. And then it all went down the drain. I let all that go. And its getting to me that i did. I realy miss us. But i just wanted to let you know how I feel. And that I prey for you every night. I prey that you are always happy. And that she never hurts you. I dont like the fact that you are with her. But I will always be there for you. And I will never let anything happen to you. I love you. And I always will. No mater what. Thats a promis. I wont lie about that. You were my first fore everything. And I was your first. Does that mean enything? Cause that ment alot to me. thats also why I love you so much. I trusted you with everythig. And you never broke that trust. I did. I feel like shit too.Just never forget me. And i'll do the same for you. I want you to know that im always here for you. And I will never stop feeling the way I do.

Love:
A heart stollen girl. Who is heals over head in love.

P..S.. I miss you. And I will never forget you.