MY DEPRESSION…MY REVENGE

Blow my brains out, drink cyanide, O.D or just fade away into nothingness.
Bitter tears and razor blades, cascades upon my wrist.
Red tears follow mine they hurt so bad but bad is good
Use me for your needs I’m numb to all the pain.

I am nothing now I’m numb and cold to you
My heart can't take much more of this
The choking feeling is stronger now
I can't take it anymore
Maybe I should just, just die

The minutes seem like hours the hours are like days.
I’ll fade away into the dark; you'll never save me
Quit trying to help me, I’m too far gone now
Pills can only help so much

I am nothing now; I’m numb and cold to you
My heart gone, and darkness remains
Emotionless we die, no feelings anymore
I just can't stand it, make it quit
Maybe I should just, just die

I’m broken on the floor; you don't need me anymore
Emptiness soon sinks in; loneliness is all I really had
I’m naked in front of a crowd; I see no familiar faces
I just can't feel the warmth, ice crystals on my heart and soul
I just begin to break them off then you cover me in more
I was weak, fragile and torn. You took advantage of me
And now I’m back for my revenge.

My heart can't take much more of this
The choking feeling is stronger now
I can't take it anymore
My heart gone, and darkness remains
Emotionless we die, no feelings anymore
I just can't stand it, make it quit
Maybe you should just.... DIE!!

I’ll come back for you
You’ll regret what you have done
You’ve used me one too many times
I’m on the edge, don’t push me boy!
I’ve bled for you I’ve done everything for you
And what have you done?
Nothing! You’ve called me names
Tortured me and killed me

Your mind games are nothing now
You’re the fool, not me
I fall from grace everyday
But it’s worth it to haunt you night and day
Black skies will see you die
Cause of all the sin you’ve put me through
I’ll be sure to come back one last time

Your not my fucking boss, you never owned me
I’m not your toy to play with, to use when you please
I’m the one who shall cause your down fall
Your empire shall crumble at your feet
You’ve lost it all, does it feel good?
Do you like seeing through my eyes?
I’ve went through hell and blood for you
Now you repay, you shall repay… repay in blood.